You know how, when you aren’t pregnant and your stomach/digestive system is making you think of the witches in That Scottish Play creepily whispering, "Double, Double toil and trouble; Fire burn, and cauldron bubble," it gets harder to concentrate?

Lil Smudge is making like the cauldron, bubbling away. All through the gastrointestinal region, as nearly as I can tell. With breaks of no more than 10 or 15 minutes. There seems to be a special emphasis on stomping (or head-butting?) my intestines flat.

Between him moving and the "fire burn" quality of the reflux, I feel like that.

 

Everything is still looking very good.

Jill came with me to my checkup yesterday, and she got to meet Wendy, my favorite of the midwives at my med practice. (Wendy did admonish me that I need to make some more appts with the other midwives, since any one of them might be the one who delivers our baby.)

They keep making happy noises over my blood pressure (112 over 60), the fundal height is 1.5 cm bigger than average — but within the +/- 2cm considered normal, and they showed no concern about my weight (192 – still on track for that ~50 lb weight gain).

Lil Smudge’s heartbeat also sounds great. He wriggled around quite a bit while Wendy was trying to find it, but eventually she managed. She thinks he’s head down, and if we can’t tell for sure at the 36 week appt, it’s back to the ultrasound doctor to check. And until then, we’re happy to have him wriggling and squirming all he wants. (However weird that’s starting to feel.)

My next appointment is with Judith, the week after Christmas.

 

This hasn’t happened since the first trimester, but I woke up around 2:15 this morning feeling FAMISHED.

I tried to go back to sleep for about 15 minutes, sadly waking myself up even more. Then I finally gave in and went downstairs for a banana and a glass of milk.

Now I have to come up with some good ways to go to bed "full" without having eaten so much, so recently, or a kind of food that will trigger my reflux in the night.

Any ideas?

PS Fruit & Veg Count, 12/14: organic gala apple, pkg organic blackberries (1 cup?), half-cup roasted carrot pennies, half-cup organic tater-tots. (Does the tater-tot-ness cancel out any health benefits of them being organic? ;) )

 

I don’t actually LOOK at the countdown banner at the top of the blog very often.

I just looked.

Even though I intellectually know that I only have about 7 weeks left, I just GOT IT that I only have about 7 weeks left. Holy crap do we have a lot to do in the next 7 weeks. And then we’ll be Mommies!!! For the rest of our lives!

And in the immediate short term, we’ll crazed, sleep-deprived, exhausted people. I recently ran into a colleague who was positively gray and bleary with the chaos of being a new Dad. (Incidently, he swears by the womb-sounds teddy bear.)

Ack!!!

 

I forgot to include a fruit & veg count yesterday, so here they are for the last two days:

Fruit & Veg Count, 12/12: 1 organic gala apple, 1 small organic banana

Fruit & Veg Count, 12/13: 1 organic gala apple, 3/4 cup mixed veggies (carrots, peas, broccoli), 3/4 cup green beans

And now on to BOOKS!

As you can see from the December Book List, Tamora Pierce is rapidly becoming a favorite author. Thanks Trista!!

I’m upgrading my ratings of Trickster’s Choice & Trickster’s Queen based on the fact that I’ve already re-read them. Some books simmer in the back of my mind before I figure out how much I like them.

The Immortals series is much earlier work by Pierce, focusing on the story of Daine, the wildmage who can communicate with, and eventually transform herself into, any mortal animal. She’s a recurring character in all of Pierce’s later series’ that I’ve read so far.

I don’t think this series is quite as compelling as her later work, but Daine is another wonderful, strong, interesting female character. And this series is interesting for the additional background on Pierce’s imaginary world and many of the characters who continue to play small-but-important roles in it. As is often the case, Pierce’s writing improves over time.

I also enjoyed The Three Martini Playdate, by Christie Mellor. However, the fact that it’s already slipping from my memory even though I read it less than a week ago has me thinking about revising the rating down a star. Really, I think I need a more granular rating system.

Three Martini, in spite of the title, doesn’t actually advocate getting drunk while watching your kids.

It does, however, entertainingly attempt to remind parents and parents-to-be that we are in charge of our households, we are the adults, and we are not going to scar our children for life if we fail to organize every aspect of our lives around theirs. In fact, it might even be better for the kiddies to see parents enjoying their own lives instead of just managing playgroups, soccer practices, dance lessons, and other activities designed to reinforce childrens’ opinions that they are the center of the universe.

It also advocates teaching your children good manners, including both with other adults and with their peers, and your opinions on behavior that is good, bad, and totally unacceptable.

The opening stories about Mellor’s little boy being beaten on by his 4 year old playmates, only to have their parents stop the behavior AND comfort their own children in case being told "don’t hit and choke your friend, it’s inappropriate" hurt the child’s feelings, were chilling examples of the kind of parenting Mellor’s book opposes. And they were very funny — that’s Mellor’s real gift. She’s a very witty and opinionated storyteller.

 

There was a very good story on NPR this morning, about concerns people have over the secret "FISA" or Foreign Intelligence Surveillance court, and the way that the PATRIOT Act extends this secret court’s power to authorize wiretaps that can be used not only in intelligence matters, but now also in criminal matters.

This is a concern, because the Constitution normally requires law enforcement to demonstrate a higher threshold of suspicion before courts will approve criminal wiretaps, plus people suspected of criminal activity have more procedural rights than non-citizens suspected of being foreign intelligence agents. And it is a particular concern because the activities of the FISA Court, which allows or rejects these wiretaps and other subpoenas, operates completely in secret.

The article also links to an email apparently sent by someone in the FBI, which argues that these wonderful new powers haven’t been used, "while radical militant librarians kick us around."

Now, I know some radical librarians. I may even link to some radical librarians. :) But MOST librarians are not particularly radical. The American Library Association is not particularly radical.

The American Library Association and other library associations raised several concerns about the PATRIOT Act, including questions about the secret court. But their particular focus was on Section 215 of the act, which allows investigators to collect "any tangible thing" including business records, so long as the records are being sought "in connection with" a terror investigation.

What that means is that if the FBI is investigating terrorism, say for example in Detroit, an area with a large Arab-American population, they can go to the local library and request access to any and all records that the library keeps. They can then review the checkout records, the reference requests, and even the Internet logs, of everyone using that library.

Now they MIGHT find useful information related to their anti-terrorism investigation. But they might also find evidence of completely unrelated criminal activity, involving people who they didn’t suspect of anything. Or worse, they might find something that looks like unrelated criminal activity, but is actually innocent. They’ll almost certainly find out information about people that the people would be embarassed to have made public, whether that’s that someone searched for p0rn on the Internet, checked out books on alcoholism, looked up symptoms of STDs, or sent email related to a role-playing romance — "you be the cruel blackmailer and I’ll be the housewife afraid my spouse will find out."

In the past, they wouldn’t have been able to use those records to go after the unrelated suspected criminal activity, because they didn’t have any reasonable suspicion or probable cause to investigate those people before they started their investigation of terrorism.

Librarians aren’t radical militants who want to stop the government from legitimate criminal or terror investigations. But they DO want to protect their patrons’ privacy and intellectual freedom. And what that means is that they think law enforcement agents should only be able to get records that they have reason to believe will help them actually track down terrorists or solve/prevent crimes. They think that rest of us should be able to go to the library and look up embarassing or sensitive material without worrying that anyone is going to find out.

(In the interest of full disclosure, back in 2001, I lobbied on this issue on behalf of the ALA. Unfortunately, my hero Senator Russ Feingold of Wisconsin was the only Member of the US Senate to vote against the PATRIOT Act.)

And if you would like even more detail on this, I strongly recommend that you read my book. :)

 

Today’s Cool New Web Toy comes courtesy of the Librarian Avenger. Have I mentioned how much I love and adore librarians? I’m a librarian wannabee.

Today’s toy is Frappr!, which basically allows a group of people to visually show up on a Google Map. Think one level of Friendster, but on a map.

So PLEASE, join my Frappr! map. I’m curious about how my "real world" friends and new Internet friends distribute on the map. Or make your own map.

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