Sun 17 Dec 2006
Donor Conception Vivisection
Posted by Liza under Personal
The Washington Post ran an opinion essay today, written by an 18 year old woman who is among the first generation of children born by way of anonymous donor sperm.
She’s pretty bitter about it. And while I can’t argue with someone about their feelings, I think she’s also naive, or maybe thoughtless. For example, she says:
I was angry at the idea that where donor conception is concerned, everyone focuses on the “parents” — the adults who can make choices about their own lives. The recipient gets sympathy for wanting to have a child. The donor gets a guarantee of anonymity and absolution from any responsibility for the offspring of his “donation.” As long as these adults are happy, then donor conception is a success, right?
Yes.
But.
For one thing, I’m not aware of any circumstances in the US where someone other than the parents are generally consulted about a conception. (Scary fringe religious cult groups?)
And I don’t think there is a single person out there who has used donor sperm or donor eggs who hasn’t thought about how their child will feel about that when they are old enough to understand it.
I suspect there are whole lot of unplanned pregnancies out there, which resulted in children whose parents have given a lot less thought to how their children might feel about their parents.
I think all of us who have used donors to help us grow our families know that the fantasies about having been adopted, with magically nice and indulgent ‘real parents,’ that most children have at some point in their childhood, get an extra layer of detail and longevity because of our circumstances.
But the fact is, ours are not the only children who did not ask to be born “that way.” Children do not ask to be born. Children are not born from “perfect” circumstances very often, and even among those who are, there is no guarantee that the circumstances won’t change.
As it happens, we went with a “totally anonymous” donor, although I can certainly imagine Noah wanting to know more about his biological father when he gets older. We thought about limiting our choices to one of the banks that offered “identity release” at some later point in time.
We didn’t, out of fear that what happened to the essayist would happen to our child:
After a bit, though, I noticed that his enthusiasm for our developing relationship seemed to be waning. When I told him of my suspicion, he confirmed that he was tired of “this whole sperm-donor thing.”
What a heartbreaking thing to hear from someone you’ve been imagining as “dad.”
I can’t prevent that from happening to Noah in the future, and if he wants to seek out the donor, I will support him fully in his effort.
I’ve thought about joining the Donor Sibling Registry, but haven’t because for now, I don’t think that’s my choice to make. If Noah wants us to when he’s older, of course we will.
I don’t think it will necessarily be an easy journey for him, but I think he’ll have a solid foundation from which to make those choices.
And that foundation comes from the fact that he has two parents who love him very much and are committed to building a stable, nurturing, environment — to raising a healthy, independent, productive, and loving young man.
I know that a lot lot lot of you have also used unknown donors in building your families. What did you think about the Post essay? Are you afraid your children will grow up as angry about their circumstances as the author?





December 17th, 2006 at 11:47 pm
The article in the Post was very disturbing and left me kind of queazy -
I think you’ve put her arguments in perspective - no one chooses their family or situation and she is clearly quite angry.
The danger of pieces like the one that ran in the Washington Post is that they become ammunition for those opposed to same sex families. When I googled Katrina Clark - this article popped up from a website dedicated to “providing therapy for homosexuals” (NARTH) http://www.narth.com/blogs/currentevents/archives/2006/12/experimental_ki.html
December 17th, 2006 at 11:47 pm
Another reason that pets are better than children. Our “kids” will never be anything but grateful that we adopted them and gave them a loving home.
December 18th, 2006 at 7:51 am
Using that as an argument against homosexuality makes no sense at all — that author CLEARLY indicated that her mom was straight.
December 18th, 2006 at 10:17 am
I’m with you on this - but the article that ran in “world” magazine is arguing that children don’t get to choose their situation and how wrong it is to do this to them.
From the article:
Driven by the increasing use of reproductive technologies, the debate over same-sex parenting, and the acceptance of single and even “group” parenting, a growing panoply of new “family constellations”—as one psychologist has termed them—is raising questions: Where does society draw the line between adults’ perceived right to parent and what is best for children? What role should the state have in defining parenthood? And with little data to measure outcomes, is the world steaming away too rapidly from the two-parent, mother-father model?”
December 18th, 2006 at 12:15 pm
It is sad and disturbing to me, too, but I agree that none of us choose our circumstances. When he was younger, my little brother cried that he wished he had been aborted because he was so frustrated to have been adopted. But I think/hope he feels differently now that he is older and has more perspective. It’s a strange argument - is any (loving) parental situation so bad that you would rather not be born?
We did a ton of reading on this subject and learned about why other countries have made anonymous donation illegal and we ended up agreeing. This is why the donor search is so strenuous for us - we were only willing to use a donor that would be willing to be contacted when the kid is 18. This was emotionally difficult for my husband especially - would the kid not think of him as dad anymore if he found the donor? - but we both felt it was important after my brother told us how he felt about not being able to find his biological parents (there is almost no likelihood that he can, though I suppose anything is possible).
It is a hard situation. But almost everyone needs therapy because of their parents. I believe that we (everyone, not just people who use donors) should be starting therapy funds for our kids even more so than college funds.
December 18th, 2006 at 1:14 pm
teens and young adults almost ALWAYS resent their parents for whatever they think is wrong with their lives. if ms. clark didn’t resent being a donor-conceived child, she would resent having been for being a latch key kid, or the product of divorce, or for being an only child, or for having too many sisters or brothers, or whatever.
and new parents almost ALWAYS think they can inculcate their kids to be different from all those other kids out there, if we provide them a stable home and love and understanding and blah blah blah. well, fat chance. their kids will most likely be become like all the other bratty teenagers blaming their parents for all these problems they imagine they have.
if you are lucky, they’ll grow out of the teen angst and realize that our parents are only human beings and most of them (including clark’s mother) just did the best they could with us. unfortunately i have met too many people who don’t grow out of it. i have sympathy for an 18 year old saying these things — if she’s still bitching about being born when she’s 30, that’s another matter. and if she’s still bitching about being born once she’s a mother bitching about how her teen hates her (it definitely happens!) then, well, i guess that’s a whole other universe.
my point being, i think what this essay demonstrates is that ALL parents (regardless of how they conceive or what kind of family life they provide) need to be prepared for their kids to be ungrateful and unappreciative of all the wonderful things you feel that you’ve given them, at least while they are teenagers, and possibly for their entire lives. if you think you are going to somehow raise your kids with some magical qualities that will avoid this nearly universal stage in human development then you are fooling yourself. and if people can’t handle their kids resenting them for doing their best as parents, then they shouldn’t have kids.
December 18th, 2006 at 1:28 pm
I wish I could remember the source of this quotation. “Why it takes the destruction of an adult ego in order for a teenage ego to fully develop is an evolutionary mystery.” I think it was one of those warm-fuzzy-dad newspaper columnists in the 80s or early 90s.
Bri, I can see why you and your hubby made the choice you did. My fingers are so crossed for you guys.
Jen, I think that’s a good point, that new parents are naive about what the teenage years are going to be like. Evolutionarily, that’s probably very important!
And while I do think everyone goes through a rough time at that age, with their relationship with their parents, I do think it’s possible to influence how/if they eventually grow out of it.
December 18th, 2006 at 8:17 pm
All you both said about teens is true. I can’t even explain to you how hard it is to continue ttc’ing when you have a terrible ungrateful teenager in your home. I can’t tell you how many times we considered dropping this idea. Truly. Ack.
December 18th, 2006 at 9:08 pm
Jen, that’s exactly what I was thinking, too. Most 18 year olds will complain about what their parents are. A friend of mine told me that as a teen, she was embarassed because her parents had British accents. If anyone ever reads the comic strip Zits, there’s a reason teens find it so funny.
December 18th, 2006 at 9:32 pm
Bri, I wondered how your experience with GMB has informed your thinking about all of this. Different circumstances, obviously, but also not your Ward & June Cleaver scenario.
The whole “all teens are like that” aspect of this is what Jill and I mostly talked about when we read the essay. We keep wondering what she’s going to think about it in 10 or 15 years. (It = both the underlying issue and also the fact that she published an article in the WaPo on it.)
December 19th, 2006 at 11:47 am
hey liza,
i am delurking to say i am a smithie (’00) (i just read your “about you”) and to say that i enjoyed your critique of this post. i think you are such a thoughtful, kind mama to noah. what a lucky kid. i always feel very inspired by your plans and way with him– from what i can tell, obviously.
i think your point about how queer families put so much time and effot into planning thier families should carry more weight than it seems to. my partner and i are just beginning to seriously consider all the options, and it’s amazing to me that people get pregnant by mistake!
thanks for notifying me to the post article. and congrats on your recent race to the blog awards.
cheers,
julia
December 19th, 2006 at 5:57 pm
What really steams me is when people start pulling out the old “a family consisting of a mother and a father is the age-old, time-tested, universal family structure” that’s such bullshit. It’s such a relatively new family structure, given human history, and, frankly, I begin to wonder if the nuclear family isn’t something of an experiment on the verge of imploding. The girl’s editorial just amused me… she sounds like she has plenty to complain about, but she’s focused on the one thing that could never be fixed. But the other article that Jude linked to. That article just infuriated me. All those studies it quotes in support of married, heterosexual families… there are so many conflating social issues there, particularly poverty, that would be more likely to cause those social ills than the fact that the family doesn’t consist of a man married to a woman with children made up equally of their genetic material..
but I could go on and on.
December 22nd, 2006 at 9:11 pm
As an infertile dad who together with my wife chose DI I often wonder about how my kids will react when they are old enough to fully understand their conception story. The older child (age 4 3/4) knows but does not fully comprehend what it means that a “donor helped mommy create him as daddy could not”. It’s probably the main reason I blog and follow many blogs (straight and lbgt) on the topic.