Dear Noah,

It is amazing but true — in a month, you’re going to be 2 years old.

We’ve been trying to measure you lately, but it’s tricky — you wiggle. And you like playing with the tape measure. As nearly as we can tell, you’re maybe half an inch taller than the kitchen counters, which are 36″. My best guess on your weight is around 33 lbs, but we haven’t actually tried to weigh you in awhile.

In the last month, your language skills have gone to a whole new level. You say things like “Quesadilla,” and “share peanut butter toast with Mommy,” with apparent ease. And if we try to parrot something back to you, while you were trying to have a real conversation about it, you irritably say, “No, Mommy!”

You know all of the characters in your favorite books and television programs, and you create small dramas among your trains. “Look out, Gordon!” you call, before sending him plummeting from the footstool. “Baby push Henry!”

Sometimes, you line up all the trains in your crib, one per slat, and explain that they are all pushing. Other times, you like to make “what a long train!” on your train table, then lovingly describe each train car’s passage over the bridge, up the hill, and down the hill.

Much to your mommies’ intellectual pain, you’ve become very interested in the pbs tv characters Noddy and Pingu. Noddy is so insipid, it makes us crazy. But at least they teach a new word in Spanish or Mandarin in every episode. Pingu communicates through honking and gibberish.

You are still tall and lean — so much so that 2T pants still slide down your butt unless we’ve cinched them in, but 18M pants don’t even cover your ankles. When your pants slide down your butt, you don’t notice until your feet are covered. At that point, you adorably announce, “Toes!” and ask, “Where toes go?”

You’re very sweet and affectionate with your mommies, sometimes asking for “more kiss?” or “more hug?” — which we nearly always provide. You’re less demonstrative with other people, but you’re generally willing to be hugged or kissed by other toddlers, and occasionally, you even return the affection.

We’re still not thrilled with your day care situation, but hopefully it won’t be too much longer before we can move you to the center at our church. They didn’t have any openings at Christmas, but they look forward to having you.

Finally, this is the month when we first found out that — assuming all goes well — you’ll be a big brother later this year. You don’t know it yet, although we’ve started talking more about babies with you. Soon, we’ll begin planning how best to help you get ready to be a big brother.

We think you’re going to be a wonderful brother. Never doubt for a moment that we love you, and will always love you.

love,

Your Mommies

 

Yesterday started off sucking completely, but got much better.

From around bedtime off and on all night, I had a horrible backache. The kind of backache that makes you wonder if something is going seriously wrong with your very early pregnancy. Also? So sick that I could barely keep down applesauce. Plus, Noah got up at 4:30 am.

So I called the doctor, and they had me come in for an early ultrasound.

1 Baby!!

It looks healthy!

Prescription for anti-nausea meds.

Which the pharmacist warned me would knock me out. So I came home and fell asleep from 1-6 pm. And then had a normal night’s sleep after eating toast and an apple for dinner.

Now I’m even going to the gym.

 

I’m really excited about being pregnant, but I’m incredibly nervous that it might be twins.

Here’s why:

  1. There were 2 mature follicles at the last ultrasound.
  2. My HCG levels have been consistently more than double the median for a singleton pregnancy, although just below the median for multiples. (Of course, that multiples number includes higher order multiples as well.)
  3. My pants already don’t fit. I’d lost a pants size from the swimming. That pants size is back. Already.
  4. EDITED TO ADD: Oh yeah, and the feeling sick. I don’t remember much “morning sickness” last time, but today it is all I can do to avoid tossing my cookies.

Now, I might just be hormonal. I had high HCG numbers last time, and there was only one of Noah. So I’m not freaking out yet.

But. Maybe a little.

We should know a week from today, after the first ultrasound.

 

I’m still on Saturday, I think, or maybe Sunday. It’s been crazy around here.

On Sunday, I taught Sunday school, then went to a friend’s baby shower, came home & changed, then we went to the park (along with every single other parent and toddler in a 3 mile radius) where we met up with some friends deliberately and more friends by luck.

As we got ready to leave, I made my worst mother of the year audition tape by lifting Noah up and cracking his head directly into the monkey bars above. After the sobbing subsided, we were able to establish that there was neither blood nor a rising goose-egg, so we didn’t go to the hospital.

Last night, Jill left just after Noah and I got home. She had a committee meeting at church. Noah sobbed about her leaving, and refused to eat a single bite of dinner. He drank a lot of milk and apple juice, though. (Not together. He was two-fisting it.) He also cried for her at bedtime, and did this weird thing where he kept pushing the blanket to me and saying “dah dah dah” — but whether I took the blanket away, handed it back, or spread it over him, he whined and cried “No, Mommy!” Lather, rinse, repeat.
I had grand plans about cleaning and organizing after Noah went to sleep, but instead fell asleep at 8:20 in front of Project Runway reruns.

Noah made up for it all by sleeping until 6:07 am.

 

A dear Internet friend is suffering a horrible loss.

Like many others, I’m sending her some mad plaid love:

Asskicking Plaid Shoes
 

It’s 5:49 am, and Noah is still sleeping. I hardly know what to do with myself!

Last night, we made the minor mistake of taking a toddler who had been up since 4 am out to dinner. He ate exactly one bite of broccoli, preferring to run out of our sight in the oddly shaped pizza place. When we cruelly forced him to either sit in a high chair or my lap, he buried his face in my shoulder and repeated “all done all done all done.”

In an effort to finish our own dinner, we let him run around again. He made a break for the area of the restaurant we couldn’t see. The moment I rounded the corner, I watched another overexcited 2 year old run up to him and whap him upside the head. Much to his mother’s mortification. (Noah didn’t seem bothered in the least.)

On the cute side of the equation, the 2 year old we were actually there with, Laurel, was incredibly sweet to Noah. He tolerated all her hugging quite nicely, once even returning it.

In other good news, the second beta came back. That’s 2 positive pregnancy blood tests!

For those of you keeping score at home, 15DPO was 296 and 17DPO was 714.

According to Dr Google, those numbers are more than double the average for a singleton pregnancy, but below the average for multiples. We are very cautiously optimistic that I’m just hormonal. I go back on Monday for another round of bloodwork.

 

Apparently, Noah’s New Year’s Resolution was to stop sleeping.

He hasn’t slept past 5:10 am in a week. This morning, he was rarin’ to go at 4:05 am. (I agreed to change his diaper, the first time he’s ever requested it! But I declined the rest of the requests on the grounds of it still being the middle of the night.)

He *is* having some giant leaps in language, so I assume there must be some sort of developmental excitement going on in his brain, and that whenever that “growth spurt” slows down, more normal sleep will return. But that really doesn’t make 4 am that much easier to take.

And the language leap is cool. Most of the time, Noah no longer wants us to parrot back whatever he just said. His sentences are getting longer and more complex, and he’s pretending more often and in more ways.

Having said that, I never previously realized that there is NO OBJECT ON EARTH which cannot be either train tracks or a choo-choo. Stairs. Fingers. CDs. Food. The hem of my pants. Collars, especially knit sweater collars.

Any of you with 2 year olds, or who remember having 2-ish year olds, have any hope to give me?

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